Thoughts

Sometimes the simplest of things can turn into the most incredible events with the right people. Someone can say the simplest, dorky things that can change your life. That person has definitely been there for me lately and it's been great. As of late i've had a very hard time dealing with the future, uncertainties in transferring to UCCS and such, and simply trusting and having faith in God for everything in my life. That whatever happens is for my benefit even if I don't see it. It's so flippin hard to let God take charge and control your life in every aspect, but I so deeply need to give it all to Him. I need to stop giving into my racing mind of thoughts. They are consuming me and it's not a good thing. Especially when someone else brings it up to you. I am praying that I will be able to fight them off. But only with God's help is that attainable.

I often times think back to Phil 4:6-7
"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

For whatever reason I have the hardest time putting that into circulation. I want it to, but I still try and do things myself instead. I'm not a friken fortune teller though so there's no use dwelling on something that's out of your control. We can't just give up either though, it may be out of your control at one point, but at a different point, you have to address it and move on. Time never stops, and you will get to that point eventually. So pray and seek God first and foremost and He says he will reward those who seek him.

Pslam 37:4-5 "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass."